ICE SKATING!

i NEVER dreamt of ice skating in my life!


i learnt to walk on ice, facts: fell for about 5-6 times. but my other friends had break the records by 10-11 falls :P walking? on 1 piece of sharp metal?





wow, it's really amazing, how hard it is, i never khatam playing roller blade yet, then i am skating?? this is really crazy..





then, i just walk like machines in The Terminator, while watching other irish kids playing so easily, as easy as ABC, huhu..i kept thinking,"i should just stay by the wall, afraid to fall" while watching my frens, one by one, learning n finally manage to balance although they fell for a few times,





i thought, if i kept hanging here n do not go forward , i will never learn more n be like them..so, i decided to take the risk, wif my supportive frens, now, i manage to skate!!





if i choose to stay at that comfort zone, maybe i wont know how to skate till this moment.





cest la vie!





that's wat life is..life is about choices we make.either yes or no..u want or not?





maybe u'll feel pains, (it really hurt u know, when u fall on the ice,huhu) pains might varies, but they r still pains, when u start to feel pains, that's one step further to wat u r learning at that moment..





pain is a blessing from Allah, for those who think n understood wif their heart..

















the end of story for today. .

Secret Recipe ;P

Nyam3..
Secret recipe?
Well, just remembered the unforgettable words from a film named "Kung Fu Panda" where the father of the panda said " do u know? the secret of my special noodle is when I think it is special whereas the ingredients of the noodle is NOTHING more than the normal noodle!!"
Those are the words I remember till now bcoz it's actually means a lot to me..

Is it true that when u think it is special then, the food or wateva we are doing will be special?
So, I make a number of experiments ( although I have passed up my Extended Essay, huhu)
Haha! Guess what? I thought of making some experiments on my just-learned-cookings..

Every time I cook, I'll think of the delicious and good cooking I'll make (meaning that I'll think of good result that I'll make while cooking ;P)
Mm..well, they actually work quite well, although I thought the cooking are not so good, but my family members love it, they said the food were delicious.. (but I'm not sure whether they are sincere or not, so, there are some uncertainties there, especially when it comes to SURVEYS)

So, I tried to remember any other experiments I did before..hmm..recovering all my memories, during my studies in my college, of coz as a student, a lot of assignments and not forgotten, presentations..

When it comes to presentation, I always get excited, anxious and nervous like "a cat on the hot brick"
I prepared everything needed for the presentation, thinking that I should do the best, although I know I'm not too good at it..with the challenges that I could not prevent sometimes, spontaneous presentation hehe..however, thing goes out smoothly n the audiences really enjoyed the presentation;>
Therefore, it's all depends on wat we really want..n of course, planning plays vital important...

~which related to the first hadith from hadith 40, that said about NIAT.
wat we did is wat we want and wat we think of..
If u do it whole heartedly, then, the people around u will feel ur heart thru their heart :D

Do it all whole-heartedly n ikhlas wif the guidance of Al-Quran n hadith

Love Romeo n Julietto...

As I watched the movie, I wondered if there any person who can be as loving as that heroes in all love stories.. I wonder is there anyone who can be as romantic as so-called Romeo and Juliet?
I wonder how men can actually understood women's need and feeling that deep?
But…in reality, I heard and watched so much troubles happen between men and women when they are together, either couples or married. MARS vs. VENUS!
I heard a person in a forum I watched, said that men could never understand women as whole and otherwise.. Mmm..well, human-beings..we are never perfect, u know that too, don't u?
So, back to the main point..once, I watched a lot of romance dramas, movies and stories that I could ever dreamt of my Mr. Right…and until one point, I realized that I was day-dreaming! It's all fantasy!!
U can never find Mr. Perfect like wat u dreamt of..

Then, again I realized, when I watched the love stories, I thought, if there are humans being so romantic, playing around with love words, dare to sacrifice anything just for the sake of love; "across the sea of flames" ;P, actually the Creator of these people is even The Most Romatic one that I could ever imagine!!

Wow..it's super duper Loving and Caring one towards His creatures. When I realized, He created the gorgeous moon in the night as the sign of His love towards us..
He created the great Sun where we could watch the wonderful Sunset as the sign of His Love towards us..
He created the stars as beautiful as diamonds in the sky as the sign of His Love towards us.. Don't u think its great..wow!
Can anyone of us create something like those things to show their love to us just like He made for us?
Have u ever think of that?
And even, u can look at urself too..He created heart for us to get enough blood and oxygen to survive, cells that form our body, hands, legs, face, hairs and etc. all as the signs of His Love to us.. And subhanallah, He gave us Iman and Islam to us as the sign of His Love to us..

Last time, I was a little bit phobia to talk about love, its really irritate me, u know..eyuww, geli geleman sey,. Maybe that's why I'm still single, heh.. Back to the story, then, gradually, my life changes and my way of thinking changes too..Although I'm quiet, I like to think..So, I realized that there are other loves that I didn't recognized before, other than love between man and woman…
I didn't fullfill my responsibilities towards these loves;
~love between a daughter with mom and dad
~love between siblings
~love between friends
~love with other family members
~love with other human beings
~love with animals and plants or we can say love the nature

AND The Greatest Love between a man with the Creator…

Why don't we idolized the love of Prophet Adam a.s. towards his Creator?
What about the love of Prophet Nuh a.s. who dare to sacrifice his son and wife for the sake of his Creator?
The love of Prophet Iberahim a.s towards God who dare to sacrifice his family, his son, Prophet Ismail a.s. just for the sake of His God?
Or the love between Prophet Muhammad s.a.w. with Siti Khadijah?
Or the Great Love of Prophet Muhammad s.a.w. towards God?

Maybe people would think they are all histories, and too long to be idolized by nowadays people, well, u see, its modern now.. But however, we tend to idolized Romeo and Juliet, which maybe does not exist in our real life, or the love of the King towards Mumtaz which was also a history, and other love myths..

But to me personally, I really impressed of the love showed by all Prophets, and they are my idols in this case..they were REAL, the loves exist, and can be applied by all human beings…that's why the Prophets were sent to us by our Creator…AND, these are also one of the signs of His Love towards us!!

Surprise, surprise.. How romantic He is! But somehow I didn't realized His Love all these time.. ~sigh~
That's why He gave us the precious presents to us, Al-Qur'an and the hadiths, to guide us on how to love Him ^_^ wahh.. Isn't He soo romantic? He knows us very well…

All in all, let us strive together to get His Love!! Gambatte!Jia you!! Good luck and all da best!!
May Allah bless us all..

Namaku Nurul Ainun

Namaku Ainun. Maksudnya mata daripada makna bahasa Arabnya. Mmm..mungkin memang sunatullah aku diberi nama ini kerana aku suka memerhati geligat orang lain. Dari situ, aku pun mula mengikut gerak geri mereka, ntah betul ntah salah..fitrahku sejak kecil lagi…Pernah suatu ketika dulu, aku teringin untuk menjadi sebuah kamera. Hanya memerhatikan apa yg terjadi di keliling tanpa melibatkan diri pun dengan masyarakat..haha, macam tak kene je otakku ini.

Tapi memang benar, kerana aku tau dunia ini penuh keperitan, sakit, derita, sedih bila aku menghadapinya.
Tetapi bila waktu gembira, aku teringin nk jadi seperti mereka, seronok, happy-go-lucky, sentiasa dapat apa yg mereka mahukan, bahagia. Macam Farah, rakanku ( namanya pun membawa maksud gembira, wajahnya sentiasa disinari senyuman yg akhirnya membuat orang lain juga tersenyum)

Padahal waktu itu, aku tak sedar bahawa bersama kesulitan itu, ada kesenangan, tak kira menang atau kalah..(surah Al-Insyirah)itulah nikmat yg paling berharga kalau difikir-fikirkan. Di sebalik senyuman dan tawa riang mereka sebenarnya terpalit kesedihan, derita, penat, putus asa dan segala yang aku tidak mau lihat..

Ya, aku mau menjadi sebuah kamera..tapi mau tidak mau aku terpaksa juga menempuh hidup yg berbisa ini selagi nyawa dikandung badan…

Aku melihat lagi, sedangkan aku sedang derita ni, banyak persoalan timbul dalam diriku, kenapa mereka tidak derita sepertimana diriku ini? Mudah sungguh mereka naik tangga itu macam naik escalator, terlalu laju untuk kukejar..mereka tak payah berjalan, berbongkok, dengan membawa batu yang berat di belakangku..ringan sungguh badan mereka…dengan bangga sekali berlari ke puncak (mungkin sambil menyanyi lagu tema AF 'Menuju Puncak'),masing2, wah hidung lagi tinggi dari menara KLCC. sedangkan diriku gemuk, tak dapat berlari laju seperti mereka..dengan lemakku yang makin hari makin bertambah, menarik-narik diriku mengikut graviti, langsung lambat dan lembab, satu demi satu mengira anak tangga yang masih tinggal untuk ku daki..

Padahal, aku tidak lihat orang di bawahku, yang jauh lagi derita dariku,jauh lagi gemuk dariku, beban yang ditimpa malah sangat tinggi dan berpuluh kali ganda lebih berat dari batu yang aku angkut, butir2 mutiara mereka tidak pernah keluar dari sumbernya, malah wajah keazaman dan tak putus asa, sedangkan mereka tau kemungkinan besar mereka takkan dapat sampai ke puncak, walau nk cecah dengan jari pun sukar..

Ada juga orang yang tidak jejak pun anak-anak tangga di depan mereka,(huh, ada juga orang begini? Nasib baik aku bukan seperti mereka) mereka bilang " tak payah lah susah2 nak naik atas tuh, bukannya dapat apa pun..dari menyeksa badan aku lebih baik aku duduk sini, lagi selesa" senyum sengih mereka di situ.. Melayan diri masing2,
Padahal aku pernah membaca papan pengumuman di tengah bandar, tempat aku melepak dahulu, mengatakan ada sesuatu yang amat mewah di atas sana, juga dikatakan bukan harta karun (mungkin sebab harta karun di bawah tanah, mana ada atas puncak, mmm..logik juga) suatu yang aku dan masyarakat kami tak terpikir pun ( lu pikirlah sendiri, ayat Nabil, Raja Lawak)
Barulah aku terpikir, mereka ni tak pikir ke masa depan mereka akan cerah kalau ke puncak tu, walaupun aku sendiri tak tau apa mende lah yg ada kt atas tuh…

Barulah aku tarsadar dari mimpi siangku, bahawa aku selama ini sedang berjalan sambil tidur, tup2, sudah ada di tengah(ermm, mungkin kurang sikit kot dari setengah, kalau tengok pun cam jauh je lagi)
Kalau anda nak tau ataupun dah tau, tidur sambil berjalan nih, matanya boleh celik tau, orang kat sekeliling ingat dia bangun sedangkan masih dalam khayalan tidurnya.

Huh, bahaya sungguh keadaanku ini, silap2 boleh jatuh tergolek menimpa org2 di bawah..aku bkn saja menyusahkan diriku malah org2 lain di bawah..dan tidak lupa juga, digelakkan oleh org atas..

Hah..aku terhenti seketika,..berfikir panjang sambil memerhati org di atas dan org di bawah serta org2 yang mungkin sama level dgn aku atau sama condition dgnku..
"aku nak naik ke, turun ke atau stay?" soalan ni terus bertaip di skrin minda ku, bertalu-talu..hingga aku pun membisu,terkelu, hatiku seperti air yang menggelegak, sama ada menjadi air atau wapnya, ntah aku pun tak tau..gelisah bukan main..

Matahari sudah condong ke barat menunjukkan tanda aku sudah kesuntukan masa..sinar mentari semakin malap…

~Peluang ada di depan mata, Cuma bergantung pada manusia itu untuk yakin atau tidak..
"8. maka Dia mengilhamkan kepadanya jalan kejahatan dan ketakwaannya.
9.sungguh beruntung orang yg menyucikannya
Dan sungguh rugi org yang mengotorinya."(As-Syams : 8-10)

Namaku Ainun
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